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| "Why does my heart go on beating? Why do these eyes of mine cry?..." |
[Oct 16th, 2005] |
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Sometimes I wish I was anyone other that me.
Or that I could just change all the bad things about me to make myself perfect.
I guess the reality of it is I'm just not perfect, I'll never be and I can't always make everyone happy.
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| My 'Requests' in a Relationship... |
[Oct 3rd, 2005] |
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I've been told by a lot of people that I should write a book of rules for dating. I know I'll never write a book, but I'm going to start my list right here. It's going to be ongoing, so keep checking this post for updates.
Sara's Dating 101
1. You should almost always make the first move when sexual activities are involved. I say almost because sometimes girls want to be vixnes and prove that we like sex too, but if you start it, it makes the girl feel so much more special. It makes her feel like she's wanted.
2. When a girl says she loves you, don't respond with 'whatever'.
3. No matter how tired you or her are, a phone call to say goodnight and I love you should always be a must. Seeing it typed over AIM is not very meaningful.
4. Opening a car door or holding a door open whenever you two enter a building should be a frequent act. Sometimes even pulling out her chair at dinner is called for.
5. Buy her cards. Birthday, Valentine's Day, anniversaries, even just to say you care about her.
6. A single flower of her favorite one is more romantic than a dozen of a kind that's not her favorite.
7. If you know there's an event -- concert, movie, play -- that means a lot to her, go with her. Even if it's not something you'd enjoy, it'd mean a lot to her and making her happy should make you happy.
8. Mention her in your profile. It may seem stupid to you, but it means something to her. And if you're doing something with her, have it in your away message. Instead of just 'Dinner' have 'Dinner with *insert name here*'.
9. Offer to drive when you go out on dates.
10. Call her. It doesn't have to be lengthy conversations, just call to say hi or that you were thinking about her. And by all means, when you say you'll call, actually CALL HER.
11. If you promise something, try your hardest not to break it.
12. When you say I love you, always make sure you say 'I' love you, not just 'love you'. That one letter means so much more to a girl then you will ever know.
13. At a restaurant, always tell the hostess your name, number and seating preference. Don't make her do it.
14. If there's something that she likes a lot, like a certain flavor of a candy, make her a bag of just that flavor. For instance, she likes orange Runts better than any other kind. Go through boxes of Runts until you get enough orange ones to fill a box or sandwich bag. You don't have to do this often, once would be enough. But, it would really show how much you care.
15. The little things always matter, always.
16. Stay in with her at least one night every few weeks. Cuddle, watch movies, make dinner, do anything you want. Just show her you enjoy spending time with her alone.
17. If she likes bubble baths, make one for her. If she's had stressful day or week, buy her bubble bath, light a few candles in the bathroom and let her relax in the tub. If you can get in there with her, do it. If not, be waiting for her after and give her a massage or just lay with her.
18. Even if you aren't the best cook in the world, cook her a meal every now and then.
(From Tiffany)
19. If you're having a fight and she walks out/drives off/goes to hide in another room, FOLLOW HER.
20. If you're having a bad day, don't keep the bad stuff from her--she tells you, she wants to know in return.
(Me Again)
21. If you're mad for some reason, no matter if its because of something she did -- tell her. Even if its something stupid, she'll still want to know. Whenever you're mad girls automatically think it's their fault, so clearing up her worries would make things better.
Ok, that's all I got right now. Trust me, there will be more. If you have anything you want added, just comment. <3
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| So come with me, where dreams are born, and time is never planned... |
[Sep 14th, 2005] |
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I am so in love with that quote. *The title to this post.* There's more to it, but I just don't remember. It's from Peter Pan the book so, now I really want to read it. :)
Well, hi hi! I'm alive, I promise. I know I disappeared for almost 2 months. It's been crazy with school starting and moving and all. I don't really have much to say. I need to start updating regularly and I promise I will soon.
Ok, for the highlights of what's happened the past 2 months...
-- My birthday was August 19th and it was a great day! Pictures shall be posted soon so I'll let you all know.
-- Chad took me to see Green Day for my birthday....fun, fun time. I <3 him.
-- I took Chad to see The Bloodhound Gang and CKY this past weekend for his birthday. It was a lot of fun and a good trip for us. CKY was absolutely amazing! It was definitely the best show I've ever been to in my whole life. We were right in the front, like I was leaning on he barrier the whole show. Phil, Ape, and Pop Pop were there. Chad caught one of Jess's drumsticks, I shook hands with Jess and Matt, and a few guys from The Knives were videotaping the whole show and Chad and I are definitely on this thing a good 20 times. I am really curious as to what they are doing with it because I really want to see this tape. haha I was looking completely sweaty and gross but, I had the time of my life so I know I looked happy on this thing. ;)
That's about it other than school starting and doing rush events for ZTA. Our last party is Thursday and Bid Day is Monday so, we'll have new girls soon. We got Big Brothers last night which was awesome. I'm excited because we got some really great guys and I love all of them. :) But, I gotta run and get to class. School sucks and it's running my life.
<3
P.S. -- April, I've finished the 3rd chapter, I just have to type it up. I've been sitting in class writing it in my notebooks for the past week. I'll email it to you with the rest of it as soon as I get it typed. *hugs*
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| "Shock me, shock me, shock me with that deviant behavior..." |
[Jul 21st, 2005] |
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I was just looking back on old entries and I found this quote from a book I read last summer...
"If you were happy all the time, how would you know you were happy? You have to have unhappiness to know what happiness is." -- Moi
I never realized how true that is.
I just don't know what to say anymore. I have all these emotions and they are all fighting to get out, so many words to say and I don't know where to even start. I feel like I could explode any minute into a mix of laughter, tears, and screams. I can't even pick a mood right now because I don't know. There's too many inside of me and no single one is winning over the other.
I just want to escape to my own little fantasy world to get away from it all...
Or cuddle up in my bed with a can of frosting, my bear, and my blanket. <3
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| I'm just stealing from everyone... |
[Jul 16th, 2005] |
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ABC's taken from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) opalescent
A- Age of first kiss: 13
B- Band you are listening to right now: Some 80's band on this movie
C- 1st Crush: JTT or Billie Joe Armstrong
D- Dad's name: Gregory
E- Easiest person to talk to: Tiffany
F- Favorite ice cream: New York Super Fudge Chunk
G- Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Gummy worms
H- Hometown/Birthplace: Birthplace: Richlands, VA Hometown: Abingdon, VA
I- Instruments: A little bit of piano and a little bit of guitar...I prefer my voice as an instrument
J- Junior high: Chapmanville Middle School and then E.B. Stanley Middle School
K- Kids: None, but I want no more than 2
L- Longest car ride: Overnight...to Florida
M- Mom's name: Paula
N- Nicknames: Kolby, Kolby Cheese, Cheese
O- One wish: Can I only pick one thing? See HIM in concert...or meet Ville...or meet Bam...wow, I can't choose
P- Phobia[s]: Snakes, rejection, the dark when I'm alone, "Pet Cemetary"
Q- Quote: "Nothing is trivial." -- Eric Draven
R- Reason to smile: Being in love
S- Song you sang last: "Radio" -- Rancid
T- Time you woke up today: Which time? 6, 9, 11, 12, and 1
U- Unknown fact about me: I have a regular routine for almost everything
V- Very best friend: Tiffany...and Chad
W- Worst habit: Biting my nails
X- X-rays you've had: Only one
Y- Your least favorite person as of right now: Casey
Z- Zodiac Sign: Leo
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| All stolen from opalescent |
[Jul 14th, 2005] |
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1. Copy and paste this into your journal: <*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b>
2. Eliminate the asterisks.
3. Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
4. See what color you are
xteenagefairyx
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1. Pick your birth month.
2. Cross out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold what best applies to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a journal cut.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defence. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
( Read more... )
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| "It's heartache every moment, baby with you..." |
[Jul 13th, 2005] |
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My foot is asleep and it won't wake up! GRRRR!
So, how's everyone doing? I've been a little lazy in updating lately, so I figured it was time for a real one. My last few days of work for the summer are closing in. I'm going on leave from the 20th of July to the end of August sometime. I have to go home since I won't have a place to live because of the apartment move-out and move-in dates. Mom and dad moved in their house yesterday so, I'm excited to go home to a real home. It's the first time I've had a real home since last August and I'm looking forward to it. Class will be over on the 29th and I have my midterm tomorrow, a paper due Monday on a book I haven't finished, another book to read and write another paper and another test before the final. Summer classes are good in the sense that you only have one class to work on, but they move so fast and you have a test every week and so much to do. I don't like that they are so busy, but I guess it can have it's perks.
Chad was supposed to come down this weekend, but the chances of him coming are starting to look slim. I'm not happy. I know I can't expect him to come whenever I want him to, but I'd been planning on him coming this weekend since before he left after Summer I. This was supposed to be my best weekend of the summer...Chad coming to visit, 'Charlie and the Chocolate Factory' comes out on Friday, the new Harry Potter book on Saturday...but, now I might not have my boyfriend to make my weekend fun. At least Meg's birthday is tomorrow and she's having a party on Friday night so, I'll get to celebrate with her. That should be fun. :)
Speaking of Chad, I've planned out his birthday present. I found out that CKY is doing a show at The NorVa in Norfolk on Sept. 11th. Even though it's on a Sunday, I decided that Chad and I can go do to Norfolk on Friday after class and spend the whole weekend. If it's warm, we can go to the beach or go to Busch Gardens and just spend the weekend together. Then on Sunday, we can meet Joey and hang out all day then go to the concert and then drive back to Radford after the show. I asked him about it last night and he sounded excited. He said it was a great idea and it'd be a good birthday present. I'm sure by then I will have enough money to go and besides, two tickets for the CKY show are cheaper than one of our tickets for Green Day. Which our Green Day tickets for August are Chad's birthday present to me and he says he's getting me something else, but I really don't want him to. Those tickets were $90 and that's more than enough for him to spend on my birthday. I'm already making my list for my parents though. So far, I'm only concerned about getting a laptop. They said it would be joint Christmas and birthday which is perfect. I just need a new computer. I really want a satellite radio subscription or an IPod, but I guess I'll just have to see. I hate the radio because of commercials and stuff and I figure that either one would be great investments/gifts for me. Just hopefully I can talk my parents or my brother into helping me out with it. There's also about a million cds/dvds that I want for my birthday....Laguna Beach Season One *I'm a dork, I know*, Love Metal Archives Vol. One *I'll just have to suffer and watch it on my computer*, all of The 69 Eyes cds, The Rasmus' new cd, CKY3 since it's the only one I'm missing now, and many, many more. The only way I'll ever get all the music and movies I want is if I win a shopping spree to Amazon.com or something. haha Which will never happen.
It's time for me to go study for my midterm before work. I close tonight and tomorrow night so, I'll only have a few hours to study after work tonight. Love you all! <3
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